Literary types will spot that I’ve parodied the titles of two classic works of literature for the title of this essay. It’s another response to CJ’s continuing series of articles exploring the nature of the UFO and ghost phenomena and suggesting ways that certain explanations and aspects of them can be tested experimentally. The two books, whose titles I’ve spoofed are Flaubert’s The Remembrance of Things Past and Strindberg’s From an Occult Diary. This is because CJ in part 6 of this exploration into the paranormal argues that far from being striking and unforgettable, memories of paranormal incidents, no matter how weird, are evanescent and soon forgotten. If they have them, people only remember a very few of them. To test this, and investigate the possibility that people have more paranormal and weird incidents than they remember, he therefore proposes an experiment whereby people keep a diary of all the strange and unusual experiences they have.
This flies in the face of some of the current thinking about the recollection of paranormal incidents. The Magonians, in their sceptical attack on perceived UFO encounters as the products of misperception, folklore and popular culture, and the human brain, have long pointed out that humans are not Vulcans. The human memory is not videotape or digital recorders, where events are perfectly and objectively preserved. Rather, psychologists have instead found that we recreate our memories every time we remember them. Thus, while we believe we have perfectly remembered events, in reality they may change over time. These changes and differences in memories have been the basis for songs and films. One things of the song in which a married couple sing about how they first met, only for their memories to diverge on nearly every point, with the chorus ‘Ah yes, I remember it well’. There’s the film, Last Year at Marienbad, in which a couple similarly remember their trip or meeting at the German resort. And of course, their memories of the trip are also different. Whatever the merits of a cinematic exploration of this subject, the film critic Michael Medved included it in his book on the worst films of all time. Some readers of a certain age will remember that, back in the ’80s, Medved presented the hilarious The Worst of Hollywood on Channel 4, in which he showed and talked about some truly terrible movies. I don’t think that however trying on its audience, Last Year at Marienbad is quite as terrible as The Wild Women of Wonga or Plan 9 From Outer Space. A film closer to CJ’s exploration of memory and the supernatural is Celine and Julie Go Boating, a French film about two young women, who go into a mysterious Parisian house and later come out with no memory of what when on inside. The girls then try to remember what happened inside the house. Again, there are differences in recollection and in telling. It’s probably significant that in French ‘to go boating’ is an idiom for telling a shaggy dog story. The Magonians, and other sceptics have remarked on the changes and gradual elaboration of UFO narratives with each successive retelling. A relatively simple encounter, in which a witness believes he or she has been pursued by a strange light in the sky, can therefore become gradually elaborated until it finally becomes an account of terrifying pursuit and abduction by the little Grey bastards.
This process of confabulation and elaboration can be seen in the changing accounts of the alien encounter by the president of the US and military that led to the modern governmental UFO conspiracy by Bill English. English was one of the people in the ’90s, along with Bob Lazar, who was spreading the story that President Truman or Eisenhower had met a delegation of aliens from Zeta Reticuli shortly after the end of the Second World War at a military base. The president had then signed a treaty with them, allowing them to establish their bases on Earth and abduct human beings for experimentation in return for vital scientific advances like velcro. In his version of this narrative, English stated that he had met the Zetan ambassador, O.H. Krill.
Except he didn’t. O.H. Krill was a trick played on English to test the trustworthiness of his memories by a couple of presenters on an American radio station. They’d had English on several times before, and noticed how his memories of the alien encounter changed following questions they had asked him. If they asked him if such-and-such had happened in the encounter on one show, he’d deny that it had. When they had him on again, however, and asked the same question, he’d reply that it had. So they invented the person of the Zetan ambassador Krill. And lo!, it worked! The first time they asked English whether he’d met ambassador Krill – the O.H. stood for ‘Omniscient Highness’ – English denied it. When he came on again on a later edition of their programme, and was then asked about meeting Krill, he replied that he had. Krill, however, was a complete invention of the pair. And they had made up the ‘O.H.’ part of his name in imitation of O.J. Simpson’s monicker.
CJ notes that there are normal, prosaic memories that people would rather not have. In his case, these are of his mother forgetting his father when she was stricken with Alzheimers, and he has consciously forgotten other, painful memories. I’ve heard of a case in my friends and relatives, where one person was advised not to go to the hospital to see a dead relative by their loved ones as they wanted this person to have only good memories of the deceased when they were alive and healthy. I’ve also got a relative who really has a photographic memory, and would rather he hadn’t. He finds it a real pain, as you cannot forget anything and so his mind is filled with useless junk that keeps him awake at night. And like CJ, I’ve found myself that my memories of people and events have faded over the years, such as of friends I had at school whose names I can’t now remember. But even when I was at school my ability to remember some events was terrible. At the beginning of one autumn term the teacher asked us where we went on our holidays. I couldn’t remember. I’d been somewhere, and enjoyed myself, but I’d completely forgotten where I went.
The malleability and vulnerability of the human memory is a real problem for the police and investigators of anomalous events. And hypnotic regression is no help. It was used in the ’90s by abduction researchers such as Bud Hopkins to recover memories of alien abductions that have been wiped from the percipient’s conscious memories. Or at least that’s the claim. In fact, the FBI experimented with it in the 1950s in the hope they could recover extra details from the memories of crime witnesses. They found instead that it was useless. Worse, the hypnotic subject could unconsciously invent false memories through promptings from the questioner, even though these could be entirely involuntary and unconscious on that person’s part as well. Thus, there was a very strong suspicion among sceptics and opponents of the abduction mythology that the memories of alien abductions were false, having been implanted in the experiencers by the abduction investigator. This was entirely involuntary on the part of the researcher, who was not aware that this was occurring. It was just a response by the suggestible hypnotic subject to their questioning, which follow the standard pattern of the abduction narrative. As a result, these confabulated memories also followed the standard abduction narrative of assault, rape and experimentation by the evil Greys.
But CJ and Becky have found that the reverse may happen in people’s remembrance of the paranormal. Instead of becoming more detailed and elaborate, percipients may play down the paranormal nature of the event or even forget it altogether. This was demonstrated to CJ when he was working on Most Haunted. He and two other workers on the programme were talking when a polt lobbed a Mars bar at one of them. This was very much a memorable incident, even for Most Haunted which garnered a little notoriety in later years for having its presenters regularly possessed by spirits, including one who was nearly every week grabbed and nearly dragged away by the ghoulies. But when CJ talked to the other two a few years later about the incident, he found that they’d completely forgotten about it. This seems to coincide with a general reluctance of paranormal witnesses to stress the supernatural or paranormal nature of their encounter. CJ found a few years ago that rather than stress the paranormal aspect of the encounter, witnesses instead look for prosaic, rational explanations.
Paranormal percipients may, nevertheless, retain memories of their experiences, even if they’ve forgotten them or pushed them to the back of their minds. The SPR found when questioning people about anything paranormal that may have happened to them for the Census of Hallucinations that they’d begin by saying no, nothing had, before going on to mention one or more odd incidents, including some that were very dramatic. This left CJ wondering if people deeply bury their anomalous experiences. He suggests that the trick of remembering something is to tell others about it, and use it frequently. But apart from the very dramatic experience it’s possible that some are too trivial or personal to be told. This is a good point, but I also wonder if another factor causing people to forget their paranormal experiences is that the anomalous nature of the event may cause people to put it to one side while they got with their lives. It was something odd that just happened, that may not have any meaning or consequences for them, and so they push it to the back of their minds.
CJ therefore suggests an experiment to test this theory. He asks people to make a list or draw a diagram of the seemingly anomalous experiences in their lives, and to keep trying to recall even more of them. He asks them what they will discover.
He also suggests a second reason why he has proposed this experiment. Back in 2009 he and Becky did some research asking people about their anomalous experiences. They found that the incidents people remembered had occurred in the very recent past, the last three month or so, and that memories of such events tailed off further back in the past. Becky has stated that paranormal researchers have claimed that paranormal incidents creates ‘flashbulb memories’ of the type that are formed by world shattering events, like everyone knowing where they were on the death of JFK or 9/11. CJ, on the other hand states that not only is there no evidence to support this, but he’s not even sure such ‘flashbulb’ memories exist. CJ cited JFK as the obvious example of a memory that seared itself into minds of everyone at the time, but I have read pieces on the web by people who were very much alive when he was assassinated, but who can’t remember where they were. I don’t know if there are people around, who can’t remember what they were doing during 9/11 or where they were when they heard the news that Princess Diana had been killed in a tunnel in Paris trying to run away from the paparazzi. These were also highly dramatic events which massively shocked the general public. In the case of Princess DI it gave rise to all kinds of conspiracy theories that she and her lover, Dodi Fayed, had been assassinated by British intelligence on the orders of the Duke of Edinburgh, theories that I’ve no doubt have absolutely no truth to them. But it wouldn’t surprise me if people’s memories of these traumatic events have faded away. Back to the spooks, and the imbalance he and Becky found in people’s memories of the anomalous, CJ suggests there are two explanations: either people do forget their supernatural experiences, or else the three months before CJ asked them about their encounters saw a massive rise in supernatural events, a rise that is continuing until Gozer will appear in New York as the Stay Puffed Marshmallow Man to destroy humanity. It seems to him that the former is far more likely. Well yes, but it might be wise to keep the proton packs in the basement charged and ready for use, just in case.
CJ then goes on to his third point. He has also run experiments in which people have been asked to keep daily diaries of bizarre events and anomalous experiences. Some of those they’ve experienced are very strange, but yet don’t provoke much comment. Looking back through their diaries, the subjects are surprised at all the weird stuff they’ve forgotten. This reinforces his first two points. He therefore intends to run the experiment again, and asks people to contact him if they’d like to take part. This seems an excellent way of testing the idea that people do forget their paranormal or anomalous experiences.
As for the reason why people do this, CJ offers as an explanation a famous quote from the Horror writer H.P. Lovecraft. Lovecraft was the inventor of cosmic horror, a type of horror fiction based on the idea that humanity is a small speck in a vast and hostile universe full of malign beings of vast powers that we cannot comprehend. He also stated that the universe was so vast and difficult to understand that science had yet to piece all the evidence together to reveal its true nature. When science is finally able to do this, the revelation will be so terrible that humanity will either go mad, or retreat into the safety of a new dark age.
This is very far from the optimistic, promethean vision of Futurists such as Isaac Arthur, who believe that science will grant humanity the ability to expand out into the cosmos and, like other alien civilisations, build artefacts and structures like Dyson Spheres on the scale of solar systems, and the proper mastery of the resources of space will, if done properly, end scarcity and the economy based on it. But other philosophers and writers have been more pessimistic. Nietzsche, the iconoclastic German philosopher, believed that the universe was fundamentally incomprehensible and that constructs such as time and space were simply inventions of the human mind to impose order on it. We are unable to grasp its true nature, and would go mad if we did. The Outlaw Bookseller, Stephen E. Andrews, recommended as one of the best of recent SF books the novel The Thing Itself, which he described as a mixture of John Carpenter’s The Thing and Kantian philosophy. Kant formulated the idea of the thing-in-itself to describe the real, inward nature of reality and its objects, which was hidden to human observation. In this book, two men at an arctic research station fall out. One is thrown outside, where he sees something that powerfully changes him. And then, of course, there’s Machen’s classic short story, The Great God Pan. This begins with two surgeons operating on a young woman’s brain in the hope that this will enable her to see reality as it truly is. A few years later a strange young woman appears in London, who performs excesses so terrible for the members of the upper classes who witness them, that they lose the will to live. In the end it is revealed that she is the daughter of the first woman and something from beyond our understanding.
‘Pan’ means ‘all’ in Greek, and panic originally meant the terror that seized people from the experience of confronting all of nature or reality. Something similar has been experienced by mountaineers and hill walkers in ‘mountain panic’, a terror that can seize people when confronted with the fearful beauty of the mountains. Andy Roberts described it years ago in a piece in Magonia on the Grey Man of Ben MacDhui, a spectre believed to haunt that Scottish mountain. People who have had odd experiences on this mountain include a man who came to to find that he had speaking Gaelic for the past few hours so something, and people who’ve been seized by a fear that has sent them running for several hours. If humanity tried to correlate and remember all its psychic and paranormal experiences, would the resulting vision be too terrible for us to bear? Are our minds trying to protect us by forgetting these experience? Or lastly, is there something editing our memories in order to conceal itself from us?
The SF writer Brian Aldiss wrote a short story based on a similar idea: that an advanced alien civilisation which appeared to have vanished still existed, but it was better for humanity not to know. In the story a human explorer lands on a world, whose inhabitants have passed away but preserved their memory in the form of animatronic heads that have their features and some of their memories. Going through this archive, he presses the activation button for a man’s head. This comes on, and proceeds to speak to its former wife about the unreasoning jealousy he felt when he ran off with an Asian lover. He presses the button for a woman’s head, and this goes on to tell her side of the story. Contemplating them, he realises that despite telling their tales, they aren’t speaking too each other, but are completely oblivious. And so is humanity of the alien super race that appeared to dominate the universe at one point. They are still around, but invisible. And it would have devastating consequences for humanity if this simple fact was realised, let along contact made between the two races. He therefore has no choice but to keep this knowledge to himself and fly on, as far away from humanity as possible.
Or perhaps this is all being too dramatic, and the simple reason people don’t remember their anomalous experiences is that they already have enough to handle with ordinary life as it is.
For further information, see: https://jerome23.wordpress.com/2024/05/19/ghosts-working-notes-part-6/